Gut Feeling

Most of the mini dramas are morality plays.  In the lead male centered dramas the protagonist is hurt, abused or betrayed early. He then makes a decision to move on with their life and separate. Remorse then sets in with their wife/girlfriend character. The wife goes overboard in her distress and is often destroyed by his absence and her guilt of the way she treated him

In this drama the wife is again a CEO who is having flings on the side and her current side dish wants the husband out of the way. Even though he has been told not to provoke the husband the lover goes out of his way to drive the husband off.  After the husband leaves, she finds out the lover's betrayal and she seeks vengeance on him.  The wife is distraught the rest of the drama while the husband remarries and becomes very successful. 

I don't know why I so quickly identify with the male lead but it's another drama that is hard to watch when the beautiful wife is betraying her husband while still professing love for him. I have a real sense of loss and feel the heartache. I do something funny in the pit of my stomach that I think involve my diaphragm while stopping my breath and along with the immediate lock down on my ribs and the start of the folding of my spine. I have to stop the scenes frequently and walk around to feel what I am doing and relax different parts of my muscular action and to breath more normally.  Seemingly once I involve myself in the drama I lose the ability to feel what I do to myself.