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I am beginning to the see and connect with other people's left eye a little more naturally. There feels to be a difference between telling myself to do it and looking for it to read the emotions and understand the emotions there. It still is not as spontaneous as looking at someone's right eye. There is a slight change in the posture of my head when looking at someone's left eye. I feel I am trying to make the connection with my left eye to their left eye.
I am also feeling like I am somewhat less reactive to things in general in a good way. I think my buttons get pushed fairly easily so it is a nice change of pace for me. I am sure it could change quickly if enough stimuli were present.